Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it
As a seeker, I often at times wonder what the heck am I actually seeking for. Do I seek the truth, or do I seek other seekers?
Or am I merely seeking the word of God?
I was at meeting yesterday when these thoughts popped into my little brain. What is it do I seek? When I look at my life it is not so much about seeking but more about changing, looking at myself and the walls that I have built as for fear of being hurt.
Where did these walls come from? Why do these barriers enter into my heart when I know that I am capable of letting Gods love through the human spirit day after day.
I always considered myself an open person, but yet I shy away from people that I am not that familiar with? I wonder what my barrier is, what can I possible be afraid of? It does feel like fear.
Maybe I have it all wrong and what I have been seeking has been with me the whole time, trust.